Tall are the Roots

 
 

 

‘it knows (even when you don’t)’ for Tall Are the Roots

By Kai Isaiah Jamal

 
 
 

Fenn O’Meally from production company Smuggler has produced a beautiful film entitled ‘Tall are the Roots’ and is selling posters and merchandise as a way of supporting BBMUK.

The film, which you can watch here, includes a wonderful poem by Kai Isaiah Jamal, which is featured below.

Official posters for Tall are the Roots are available to purchase here. Proceeds from sales will be going towards supporting BBMUK.

it knows (even when you don’t)

If we know it boils we also can hush It still again.

If your heart

Has once been full and boundless

It will always be free And endless possibilities Couldn’t possibly

Be reduced to

A handful of options. Subconscious

Is your gut

And your gut well That’s a synonym for Guardian

Or of angel. Or of both. To be both. Plus more

I am but I also am not

That is the shape of my silhouette. And the sound of my soul.

I’m trynna learn to ride for myself Without any conditions.

Unrehearsed. I’ve heard

Balance is key.

But unbalanced feels more like me

This body is made of star crossed lovers Desperately trying to live together Even in dammed destiny of, sorry, Desperately trying to live together Even if dammed destiny,

To die

Side by side.

Sometimes they make me split myself into sides Always seem to be stuck within the inside of a binary Forget that I am spilling.

Always an overflow A gush.

The single root that grows in the dark In the unwanted soils

 

In the unwanted plains.

How long has hope lived inside lungs? Long enough to think it is home?


Long enough to watch how light and light exists.

Like illumination doesn’t rely on a black enough backdrop

A deep enough fall.

I won’t, oh sorry

It won’t get easier with the lights on

But in light is liberation. Patiently we listen for the Bubbles to pop into stillness.

Becomes more whole in the settle. Victories and vices of long lost lovers Growth smells like sea salt

left on oven tops.

Where you do wonder, where you do wonder to be everything you,

Where do you wander to be everything you haven’t yet?

I am stumbling into myself Met more of me in the silence Than I l did in the noise.

 

Where do you wonder to be everything you haven’t been? I’m still stumbling back into myself

Met more of me in the silence Than I looked for in the noise.

 

If we know it boils we also can hush It still again.

If your heart

Has once been full and boundless

It will always be free And endless possibilities

 

Couldn’t possibly

Be reduced to

A handful of options. Subconscious

Is your gut

And your gut well That’s a synonym for Guardian

Or for angel.

Or of both.

To be both.

Plus more

I am but I also am not

And that is the shape of my silhouette. The sound of my soul.

I’m trynna learn to ride for myself

Without conditions. Unrehearsed. I’ve heard Balance is key.


But unbalanced feels more like me

This body is made of star crossed lovers Desperately trying to live together Even if dammed in destiny to die

Side by side.

Sometimes they make me split myself into sides Always seem to be stuck within the inside of a binary Forget that I am spilling.

Always an overflow A gush.

The single root that grows in the dark In the unwatered soils

In the unwor- unwanted plains.

How long has hope lived inside lungs? Long enough to think it is home?

Long enough to watch how ligh- how llight that exists.

Like illumination doesn’t rely on a black enough backdrop

A deep enough fall.

It won’t be easier, it won’t get easier with the lights on But in the light is liberation.

Patiently we listen for the Bubbles to pop into a stillness.

Becomes more whole in the settle. Victories and vices of long lost lovers Growth smells like sea salt

 

left on oven tops.

Where do you wander to be everything you haven’t yet?

I am stumbling into myself Met more of me in the silence Than I looked for in the noise.

 

Words by Kai Isaiah Jamal (@kai_isaiah_jamal)

Tall are the Roots produced by Fenn (@fenn_omeally), Smuggler (@smugglersite)

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